| | I finally found the depth & meaning of life.  To actually experience it on a day to day level - is simply breathtaking, I don't know how to explain it it words. It's too extreme! When I listen to this song everyday to work, it gives me great peace and joy.
My flesh is extremely tired these days - just overwhelmed from other peoples pain & suffering. Being Batman is not easy - but it's something that I enjoy doing, although my body is about to go into a "freeze" mode, aka "mum-sal" in Korean. Everyday feels like I'm on a helicopter, reaching down to save the people that are drowning from the boat - just like the Titanic. The ship is going down and the time before it drowns is obvious, yet I only can reach out to so many and the rest I have to let go to be on their own.
It breaks my heart to see so many people living a defeated life. Whether they are receptionist, doctors, to even celebrities. People are hurting for the wrong reasons, when in reality... it's not even a problem. Simply eating 1 meal a day and having shelter is a blessing. Only if they can realize that life is much more than what is in their bank accounts and much greater than what they have or can wear. People have to understand that even though their bank accounts are low these days... they can still live a passionate life, just like myself. Even though after everything that I earn on a monthly basis becomes zero after expenses, and have nothing to put into my savings account.... I can't thank God enough for everything. Even walking, talking to people, loving one another... is simply awesome and a blessing. The power to love one another is soooo beautiful and awesome that words just can't explain how it feels. But I also realized that my body is not 21 anymore, I can't work 6 days a week with only 5 hours of sleep. Starting from this week, I'm going to sleep from 10pm to 6am... religiously and workout as well, so that I can become a brighter light that shines for His name. Amen 
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| | Posted 6/19/2009 3:23 PM - 20 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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