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Name: yayitssal
Birthday: 8/25/1980
Gender: Male
Interests: Snowboarding, Working out, Basketball, Tennis, Cruise vacations, Dirtbiking, Motorcycle, Martial Arts, Kumdo, Hapkido, Archery, as you can see... it's all physical stuff, did i mention WPT Poker, Travel channel, Modern Marvels, Discovery, UFC Fighting, History channel, & Korean Drama Video's (oh yeaahhh). I love going to school now... hah =) did u just look down on me ? shame on u ;) lol.. it's all good =) don't hate, masterbate !!!
Expertise: Chillin... hahhaha.. just kidding ! =o I try to be a well rounded person. I try not to get too crazy with one thing... rather I like to learn everything... even if it seems pointless. Now that's just crazy.. hah =)
Occupation: Forever Student & Soldier
Industry: Construction
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Member Since:
2/11/2005
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| A life worth livingI finally found the depth & meaning of life. 
To actually experience it on a day to day level - is simply breathtaking, I don't know how to explain it it words. It's too extreme!
When I listen to this song everyday to work, it gives me great peace and joy.
My flesh is extremely tired these days - just overwhelmed from other peoples pain & suffering.
Being Batman is not easy - but it's something that I enjoy doing, although my body is about to go into a "freeze" mode, aka "mum-sal" in Korean.
Everyday feels like I'm on a helicopter, reaching down to save the people that are drowning from the boat - just like the Titanic.
The ship is going down and the time before it drowns is obvious, yet I only can reach out to so many and the rest I have to let go to be on their own.
It breaks my heart to see so many people living a defeated life. Whether they are receptionist, doctors, to even celebrities.
People are hurting for the wrong reasons, when in reality... it's not even a problem. Simply eating 1 meal a day and having shelter is a blessing.
Only if they can realize that life is much more than what is in their bank accounts and much greater than what they have or can wear.
People have to understand that even though their bank accounts are low these days... they can still live a passionate life, just like myself.
Even though after everything that I earn on a monthly basis becomes zero after expenses, and have nothing to put into my savings account....
I can't thank God enough for everything. Even walking, talking to people, loving one another... is simply awesome and a blessing.
The power to love one another is soooo beautiful and awesome that words just can't explain how it feels.
But I also realized that my body is not 21 anymore, I can't work 6 days a week with only 5 hours of sleep.
Starting from this week, I'm going to sleep from 10pm to 6am... religiously and workout as well, so that I can become a brighter light that shines for His name.
Amen 
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| Life is good!I want to share something funny that happened to me, not too long ago.
I normally don't like to share the temporary treasures here on earth, or anything related... becuz I don't measure success by how much one has..
Rather, I measure success by how fast someone gets back up when they fall down.
Of course many of us are going through financial problems, and I like to think of those problems like a FOG.
I love how Joel Osteen says, "FOG are like problems, they seem dense and it's hard to see through them & people get scared or worried, but when a whole city of fogs are put into a jar - it only measures about 5 gallons of water".
That just shows how small our problems are, even though it may seem bigger than it actually is.
I love also how he says - "Don't magnify your problems, magnify your God". It's simply brilliant!!!
I have to apologize to my readers for talking about my problems and magnifying them, but in reality... it's smaller than what I thought it was.
Going back to the story - my company bought a "used car" for me, so that I can use my time working, rather than repairing it all the time.
I got this letter in the mail, saying that it's PAID OFF and that I will be receiving the pink slip in the mail soon.
Funny thing is, I haven't even made my 1st payment yet... lol.
I knew this was a test from God, so even though I get the pink slip... I'm going to keep making the monthly payments
Can someone say Amen? lol!!! (picture below as proof)
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| No holiday weekend for meI hope everyone is enjoying their holiday weekend
I'm still at the office, debating on a lot of things. I can't seem to concentrate on work. A lot of things are on my mind right now.
Glad I made it to church today - http://www.allnationschapel.com/contact.html
Our pastor is on a mission trip, so the high school pastor spoke to us today.
At first, I was like... oh great! But he actually preached one of the best sermons ever! - Talk about not judging a book by it's cover, right?
(maybe I shall not judge girls - but it's hard)
I shall update a post later on with a link to the sermon (as soon as they upload it).
He's name is Pastor Brandon Lee, I know wut ya are thinking... "Bruce Lee's child didn't come from the dead." He's a cool kat though.
I was just "wowed" by the fact that he preaches with passion and energy. It brings me great joy that a man like him preaches to the young.
I'm glad I got to listen to that message, because I'm struggling with myself A LOT lately.
The more I workout, my hormones go into overdrive! x1,000 I try hard not to give in, but my body and mind gives me mixed signals.
I was at the verge of going on a Vegas trip for the holiday weekend, because they mailed me 3 Free nights at the Wynn & also 3 nights at the Venetian.
Soooooo tempting, but I'm glad I didn't go... because I should be banned from that place.
When a man didn't get laid in a while... that's not a good place to go. A place where cash is king and evil looms around left & right.
No man can resist that kind of temptation, so the best thing to do is to not go on that path.
I haven't been on a date since Valentines, and I need to clear the clutter in my mind before I begin to date again.
I have 1 number so far and by this week, I rejected about 84 of them. Not becuz they aren't pretty enough, but becuz they aren't ready to walk with me.
We'll see, I need to make something happen... I dunno how far I can go without gas. It's not easy being batman.
Pray for me brothers & sisters. Trying to do this on my own is not easy. I need Jesus power
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| Life is great =)Life is great these days! Even though everything is not perfect and things aren't going as planned.
I'm happy at work also... I'm happy to report that the airplane has reached it's cruising speed, at 30,000 foot elevation.
This year was brutal to start, with the economy taking a dump and wheels falling off here and there.
But I'm thankful for everything and thank God for keeping me healthy and with a positive attitude, so I can overcome this storm.
I've gotten sooooo many hits on my xanga site in regards to my "Eharmony Update"... it's amazing!!! (normally my site rarely attracts traffic)
So far the rejected or "Closed" list of girls are at 75, as of today. I know I said I'll start to stratch my head at 100. 
Give me another week and 100 is right around the corner.
Sooo many Koreans & Chinese sign up for that site "Eharmony.com", I can understand why.
I think it all boils down to "Time". As a working professional, time is a bitch!
It's hard working Monday through Saturday and have a social life. Yet alone having a dating life is non-existent.
I really dislike the bar and clubbing scene. It feels like I'm hanging around with lost souls who are seeking a connection.
I'm a true believer in a triangle relationship. Just like Phil Jackson's Lakers offense!!! The famous triangle offense.
GOOOOOO LAKERS!!!! Wooohooooo!!!! 
I feel the same is needed in a loving relationship. Just as God made Adam & Eve, we are created to be in a triangle relationship.
Let me explain - To have a triangle, you need 3 corners of connections to form a complete "triangle".
So what are the 3 necessary u ask? Here are the answer:
1.) God
2.) Man
3.) Woman
Simple huh? I think the reason why we have over 50% (reported) divorce rates in this country is because a triangle relationship doesn't exist.
I think this number is more like 90%, because the other 40% doesn't file for divorce. They are either separated or cheating each other.
Simply labeling someone a Christian doesn't complete that triangle connection that's needed.
I've seen numerous Christians go through divorce or are separated, simply because either the man or woman doesn't love God.
When a man or woman loves God with all their hearts, and with all their strength, and with all their minds... Everything in life comes 2nd.
The life that the Hollywood media clowns us all to think is a good life, is such a big lie.
I finally understand how it feels to live that "good life". Although nothing in life is guaranteed....
I'm happy to have the power to trust in our God, even in the midst of all my struggles and sin nature.
It truly feels good to be a blessing to others in my daily life... even though I struggle with sin daily.
I pray that I can overcome this mountain of temptation, so that I can be faced with many other mountains of challenges.
Again and again until I leave this earth. Life is truly great!!! Amen 
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